sub7anALLAH: I never could have imagined that I would miss you as much as I have, ya Siddi.
Two years after your death, and I find myself still crying over you when I hear Qur'an or when that verse in that song about "age" comes up.
I remember my outburst at your 3azza -- probably the first time that I ever publicly shouted at people out of shear emotion ... i was so angry
... the exact opposite of how i felt when i kissed your forehead for the last time. then, it was so serene. you were smiling.
i still hear your sly laugh in my head or the way you would say "OK".
i see how my mom misses you and it hurts me ... it hurts me to see her tear, cry
she, your eldest daughter
me, your eldest granddaughter
Siddi, i miss you ... i will always miss you because i will always remember you.
i love you.
ALLAH YIR7AMAK, SIDDI.
Two years after your death, and I find myself still crying over you when I hear Qur'an or when that verse in that song about "age" comes up.
I remember my outburst at your 3azza -- probably the first time that I ever publicly shouted at people out of shear emotion ... i was so angry
... the exact opposite of how i felt when i kissed your forehead for the last time. then, it was so serene. you were smiling.
i still hear your sly laugh in my head or the way you would say "OK".
i see how my mom misses you and it hurts me ... it hurts me to see her tear, cry
she, your eldest daughter
me, your eldest granddaughter
Siddi, i miss you ... i will always miss you because i will always remember you.
i love you.
ALLAH YIR7AMAK, SIDDI.
